its over a year since i last blogged and recently jus felt lik blogging again la. guess everyone thinks that this blog is dead and not existing anymore bah, its alrite cos i kinda wanna make this a private blog la. this entry is goin to be so deja vu, my last entry more than a year ago was when victor left us to go to uk and now i'm blogging becos yuheng is leaving. personally i hate e feeling of seeing close ones, good frens leavin. that kind of feeling relli sucks alot la i mean its relli not easy to see someone so close to u suddenly go so far away from you. i understand that its for his own good in some ways and i do wish them all the best and hope that things do go smoothly for them la. but the emotions when seeing someone leave is relli unbearable lor all the experiences u had with that person will jus come flooding back and you jus wont be able to control ur emotions and i kinda hate goin thru such things so many times. hais i dunno wad to say now la i mean he's one of my closest frens in council and i kinda feel that we are drifting apart recently. at first a certain part of me carried the hope that he wont leave and he would stay but everything has been confirmed le. and he's goin to be leavin real soon. i guess i can only cherish e time i hav left with him bah.
P.S. to my dear karkia frankly speaking i dunno how we became frens. we were both darwin ogls in O2 but we didnt tok at all i think. den we got into council and we also werent close durin invest and obs but somehow after that we became gd frens. u hav been a great karkia i admit at times ur lousy boss nv relli take care of u but it has relli been a great experience being frens with u. the crazy and fun things that we hav done is jus unforgettable. thou e time we had together was short but it was certainly memorable, u hav made my council life much more enjoyable as well. i purposely changed my blogskin to urs kind of to pay a tirbute to u bah so that at least there is still sth btwn us. i respect ur decision and all i wanna say is once u made ur final decision jus stand by it and make e best out of it so that u wont regret ba. all e best to u, study hard play hard do take good care of urself, keep in touch with us. 7th SC will certainly miss u =)
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