The Reds

2007-09-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

Elliott Yamin- Wait For You
A1- One More Try

I personally find these two songs super nice and the lyrics is also very meaningful. I know this is so contradictory but i feel sad whenever i hear these two songs, people who know me well will understand why. Somehow the lyrics really describes the situation that i'm in very well. I think the songs were written for me (haha)

After so long I think its really time for me to put an end to everything. Four years out of my short seventeen years of life is quite a significant amount and i think its relatively enough already. All this while, words like dumb, foolish, or even stupid have been linked to me, i guess its about time for me to break away from all these words that carries along a negative connotation to it.
I really don't see this getting anywhere in the end therefore i've decided to make this decision. Its time for me to embark on other journeys in life, I know my priorities and goals in life and i believe now is the time for me to pursue them.

There's no guarantees that i'll succeed but i promise that i'm attempting to move on. Somehow i think i'm no longer the same person that i once used to be.

No more "Wait For You" and "One More Try". Its time for "Over You".

2007-08-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

I feel so lost now, i'm totally confused about how i am feeling.

Is everything just an illusion?
Am i supposed to hang on to something that seems relatively impossible?
Will all my efforts prove to be futile in the end or will there always be a rainbow at the end of every storm?
Does every fairytale ends with a happy ending?

I tried to end this misery, i tried to move on, i tried to start a new chapter in my life but i failed.
I ended up being tormented by more misery, i know i just cant move on, i know i cant start a new chapter without ending one yet.

Too many questions are left unanswered and i know i would never be able to find those answers.

You'll never know what i'm going through.

i've decided to stop deluding myself and start facing up to reality- i still do love you.

Here's my promise made tonight, you can count on me for life.
That's when i love you.
When nothing you do can change my mind.

2007-07-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face i came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

When You're Gone- Avril Lavigne

First bit of divine intervention

2006-11-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

Today is one hell of an amazing day! i finally saw HER at jurong point bus interchange today. i've waited so long for this day and finally it arrived. haha i was kinda sure that she had shifted hse cos since last year i haven seen her at all and i was kinda disappointed and accepted that fact le. but this morning when the bus drove into interchange i saw a new urban male bag, same colour as hers, some distance away, i kinda couldnt believe my eyes at first. den i saw a girl wearin a red t-shirt with brown skirt and carrying that bag, at this point i was quite sure that is was her thou i was some distance away from her. once i got down e bus i walked quickly to the bus 174 berth and jus when i was about to reach, her bus came and she boarded the bus. i didnt hav e chance to go up to her and say hi or wadeva but jus standing from some distance and watch her board the bus was already a very satisfying sight. i swear i was having mixed emotions, i was damm happy and also stunned at the same time i relli couldnt believe what had happened. haha i'm so relieved to know that she didnt shift hse. lol thinkin back i shld hav jus boarded e bus and go to hci before goin to skl at least i could look at her. haha well, fate is such an amazing thing la ytd nite i was kinda complaining that i haven recevie any divine intervention with regards to her and today i jiu saw her le. its jus so amazing and also, i normally sit on the left of the bus but today i sat on the right, if i didnt sit on e right i wouldnt hav seen her today. oh my god, i relli wanna thank god for wad happened today. jus seeing her again has made my day =)

WEN 10

Is this goodbye again

2006-10-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

its over a year since i last blogged and recently jus felt lik blogging again la. guess everyone thinks that this blog is dead and not existing anymore bah, its alrite cos i kinda wanna make this a private blog la. this entry is goin to be so deja vu, my last entry more than a year ago was when victor left us to go to uk and now i'm blogging becos yuheng is leaving. personally i hate e feeling of seeing close ones, good frens leavin. that kind of feeling relli sucks alot la i mean its relli not easy to see someone so close to u suddenly go so far away from you. i understand that its for his own good in some ways and i do wish them all the best and hope that things do go smoothly for them la. but the emotions when seeing someone leave is relli unbearable lor all the experiences u had with that person will jus come flooding back and you jus wont be able to control ur emotions and i kinda hate goin thru such things so many times. hais i dunno wad to say now la i mean he's one of my closest frens in council and i kinda feel that we are drifting apart recently. at first a certain part of me carried the hope that he wont leave and he would stay but everything has been confirmed le. and he's goin to be leavin real soon. i guess i can only cherish e time i hav left with him bah.

P.S. to my dear karkia frankly speaking i dunno how we became frens. we were both darwin ogls in O2 but we didnt tok at all i think. den we got into council and we also werent close durin invest and obs but somehow after that we became gd frens. u hav been a great karkia i admit at times ur lousy boss nv relli take care of u but it has relli been a great experience being frens with u. the crazy and fun things that we hav done is jus unforgettable. thou e time we had together was short but it was certainly memorable, u hav made my council life much more enjoyable as well. i purposely changed my blogskin to urs kind of to pay a tirbute to u bah so that at least there is still sth btwn us. i respect ur decision and all i wanna say is once u made ur final decision jus stand by it and make e best out of it so that u wont regret ba. all e best to u, study hard play hard do take good care of urself, keep in touch with us. 7th SC will certainly miss u =)

Sunday, 29 October 2006

2006-10-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

after 1 year i'm finally back blogging. haha i suppose everyone thinks that this blog is dead and have forgotten bout my blog le bah but its alrite kinda wanna keep a private blog. lolz erm firstly wanna tok bout yuheng, he's leavin soon i suppose but i dunno why that something deep down within me tells me that he will stay but den again the possibility of that happening is kinda small i guess. Personally i do hope he will stay la he's one of my closest frens in council really fun and nice guy la. did alot of dumb and fun things together, went thru alot together. its relli sad to see one of ur good frens leave. experienced it once last year with victor and now i might have to go thru this again its realli sad lor confirm will cry de. haha last year i tht i could be strong but i still cried at the airport. hais but i do uds that goin overseas might jus be betta for his own future la. no matter wad decision he makes i will wish him all e best and respect it.

next i wanna tok about HER. i used to see her every morning last year. without fail both of us would be at the interchange at the same time everyday. a few glimpse of her everyday before walking of had left me a deep impression of her. but then i didnt relli felt anything last year. i admit i kinda forgot bout her until that day i went to HCI for maf. i walked into e central plaza and thou it was at nite and it was quite dark but i jus caught sight of someone. e first glimpse that i got was jus vague but i knew that it was a very familiar face i looked clearly again and i realised that it was her. she had changed, becoming more mature and feminine, she had much longer hair now and her tan was still there. i didnt know what i felt at that specific moment but i knew that it was certainly something special. there was a strong feeling within me, something which i have not experienced for this one and a half year. she's relli someone very special, she loves the number 10. is this fate? haha! fate is relli such an extraordinary thing, i mean i had forgotten about her and yet after such a long time i would get to see her again. the way fate bring two people together is jus special i guess. i relli wish to know her will there be any divine intervention to help me. haha

WEN 10 =)

Tuesday, 30 August, 2005

2005-08-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

harlow ppl life's getting busy right now cos prelims and everything coming so its gettin v stressful man. lolz jus had physics prac ytd and chem prac today. physics prac i abit scared didnt do well la. lolz but i think my chem prac was quite alrite la. lolz tmr at least got break cos tmr is celebrations for tchers day our class got play captain's ball so hopefully will win la. aniw victor has left us le we are all very sad la. boyuan kakeru edwin koonhui jinghui felicia peiqi victor and me went to cineleisure for dinner on sat la it was e last time we went out with him ma so we treated him to pastamania. lolz it was quite funny la victor and by had a hard time eating carbonara which they blindly followed kakeru. lolz den all 9 of us went to take neoprint the machine broke down at first when we were goin to take lor so funny man but in the end we still managed to take e pics la all 9 squeezing together is a hard task man. lolz we went to arcade to play after tt realli had fun playin pool, daytona, soccer and other games la. stayed till 11 plus den went hm reached hm bout 1 ldiat. we were still counting down and saying tt there were still 14 hrs before victor is leavin us but this 14 hrs passed v quickly before we noe it it was already sunday le. we went to send him off at airport on sunday. had tuition in e morning with edwin and eunice den kakeru came to find us me edwin kakeru had lunch together den went to airport. it was e first time i took mrt to airport la. lolz we 3 were the first to reach la. so waited awhile for him. saw his sj juniors and mr chow and family also. we all reached le and he still wasnt here. finally the main person arrived la. lolz took photos with him tok to him also. as the time drew nearer to him leavin the gals started to cry. in fact about all cried before he even went in lor. e worse part was when he said he was goin in le. we all knew tt the time had come. seeing him went into the gate past the customs many of us were relli v sad le. we could only stand by the glass and wave goodbye to him for one last time. after tt we all went up to the viewing hall i jus stood away from the rest cos i was relli sad. from the viewing hall cant relli see his plane can only see abit la. i jus stood there and tht of these 4 yrs e things which i did with him and also us having fun on sat nite. i cried tears jus flowed down. i noe i told myself i wont cry but its quite impossible to hold back le. mr chow weiming came over to my side huihui and kahyan came too. i was so xiasuay totally spoilt my image le. lolz aniw i guess all i can say to victor now is- all the best brother for ur future. muz study hard and play hard. dun forget 4/5 yea keep in touch with us also. take care. i'm relli glad to hav known u. brothers always =)
i have also founded VKFC- Victor Kwan Fan Club. lolz its jsu sth in memory of victor la. ppl who are interested to join us feel free to visit www.vkfc.blogspot.com for more info. haha

August 10, Wednesday, 2005

2005-08-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

yo ppl i'm back updating again. just realised all my posts now are lik once in a month. lolz aniw now nth to do so jus dropped by to blog la. lolz ytd was national day went to marina south there to watch the fireworks display. it was very nice la so so chio lor the atmosphere there also much betta watch at hm and watch live very diff. there were many colours and patterns la got one golden spiral de very chio and another one is a circle with a star in e middle de. the fireworks relli v chio lor. went to watch with dream team, qx, pearl, qh. alot of ppl were at marina there also la saw some guys from 4/8. we also stayed on to watch the concert there la waited for project superstars to perform den we left. they sang four songs together la quite nice lor. after they finish singing totally everyone cleared la i quite pity the remaining artiste who are goin to perform. lolz aniw had quite a fun time den reached hm at bout 12 plus lidat la. common test comin soon so wish everyone gd luck yea. take care ppl =)

hais i dunno wad happened but i seriously hope things will change. i suppose u wont be readin this but aniw its alrite ba. it relli feels so terrible la whether it was on purpose or not i dunno. i dun think i've done anything wrong ba. shruggs. i wanna find answers to those questions in my heart but deep down i noe i wont be able to find out anything de and i can only accept this fact painfully ba. there's relli nth which i can do. =X jus take care and be happy ba thats all i hope for le. i'm sorry

- dieciocho -

Thursday, 21 July, 2005

2005-07-21T23:00:00.000+08:00

Harlow ppl jus had 88th anniversary dinner in skl on sunday. it was relli damm fun la relli had a great time. met victor and yuzheng at clementi at 4 plus den yuzheng mum send us to skl la. reach skl saw some ppl la den everyone dressed up quite well lor. e dinner was quite alrite la wasnt that bad. PM Lee came to our skl also and it was reported on news radio newspapers guess nan hua kinda duapai la we became famous man. saw e nan hua mascot for e first time and i think quite cute la they shld hav ask me go be e mascot lor. lolz durin e dinner took alot of photos with many many ppl got frens and many teachers also la. i took a photo with someone! I'm so so happy man!!! haha =D i guess it pays off to be brave. haha someone is so cool lor. lolz i'm goin crazy liao. haha went to clementi mac with yuzheng chianlim jiahao after e dinner den went hm. reached hm le so darn tired lor. haha next day went to skl for some special assembly thingy la couldnt get e whole day off but at least dun nid to study so not tt bad la. lolz guess i'll update another time ba. take care ppl

18 ROCKS!!!

Sunday, 10 July 2005

2005-07-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

Harlow ppl, i'm finally updating my blog. lol my com was down during the hols thats why i wasnt online during hols not that i became guai yea. haha i got about a month nv come online liao le. can die man. so happy can finally come online again. haha during june hols nv relli do much la cos relli got no time first two weeks went back everyday for lessons third week was pia-ing hmwk den finally went out during the last week. went to kbox with frens seriously think its fun la jacinda relli can sing man my singing sucks la. haha went to watch Initial D twice on conseceutive days also. haha i noe i'm crazy but i relli think its not a bad show ma. i also started buying the comics to read. I'M NOT GAY! haha dream team also made a new away jersey orange colour adidas de think its quite nice la. lolz played quite alot of mahjong during june hols also. its so fun man. haha think thats about all i did during the hols la.
Now skl reopen le relli muz start to study le lor cant slack anymore le. life so far is normal ba nothing interesting goin on. i guess i have a plain and boring life ba. life sucks la to sum extent well i guess most people will think so too. first day of skl whole 4/5 changed seats la now i'm seated at the back but the people around me still alright la not too bad. haha first week jiu sth big happen le all i can say is boon goon is Konan and i am " Jin-Tian-Yi". we partner well together man. haha aniw today went out with victor huihui and her sis to orchard cos victor wanna but some shirt for 88th anniversary. buy le den jiu walk around lor took neoprints also relli quite fun la. haha think thats about all la got time will update again. take care ppl.

-Missing You-

2423

Monday, 6 June, 2005

2005-06-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

i'm back here blogging i supposed alot ppl dun understand my previous entry and thinks that its dumb la aniw enuff of tt le but i still wanna say LIVERPOOL ROX!!! now hols le but first two week almost everyday also muz go back to skl la for lessons so not much diff la. ytd was haiyuan bdae party went to his hse play lor. they were playin fatal frame i think its stupid la why play such a game to scared urself but i think its not v scary also la. haha den ate dinner and we played murderer in a room with all e lights off. at least it was sth that everyone could play la. haha saturday morning went to causeway point to hlp suipheng do cip la. do flag day lor ask ppl donate money me shaorong yuzheng went la. we keep sayin her circle of frens is so small we practically went around woodlands walk walk lor. after that do finish le her sister treated us to pizza hut so nice of her. den zengliang came to find us and we went for tuition la. guess thats bout all ba. tata tc ppl.

well i guess all along i have been a fool and in fact quite a big one. hais still dunno why must such things happen i dun suppose i deserve it. ppl are deceiving ppl aint so simple. i hate liars, backstabbers, betrayers. just glad that everything's over le but somehow i'm still scared thou i shldnt be feelin this way. hais cant hlp it man. aniw hopefully i'll be fine. u're out of my life

fate will bring us together

-- iLu--

LIVERPOOL FC!!!

2005-05-28T00:45:00.000+08:00

Woohoo ppl I'm so happy!!! Yup, Liverpool won the champions league they are the Kings Of Europe!!! omg totally unbelievable man. Thurs morning woke up to watch the match, Baros and Kewell started i was so pissed lor i mean Cisse and Hamann are betta players man. den 1st min Maldini score with a right footed volley from a Pirlo freekick that totally stunned everyone i was lik wth? its only a min lor. haha den halfway thru Kewell injured sub Smicer on. Crespo scored in the 39th and 43th min. i hav to admit that the pass from Kaka was absolutely fantastic la. lolz yeah den half time the score was AC Milan 3 Liverpool 0. At that time i seriously almost blasted my tv lor i was thinkin of goin back to slp man totally humiliated man. the full time score might jus be milan whacking liverpool 6-0? lolz. but i continued watchin la den 54th min Steven Gerrard scored a looping header. i immediately jumped up from my bed lor. den 56th min Smicer scored with a long range effort from outside the box. It was his last game for The Reds and wad a contribution he made. In the 60th min the unexpected happened, Gerrard was rushing onto a layoff by Smicer and he was tugged back by Gattuso.Penalty! up stepped Xabi Alonso. This was the moment that all Liverpool fans were dreaming of. He took the kick but Dida saved it but Alonso blasted home the rebound high into the net to level the score at 3-3. OH MY GOD!!! how could this have happen. 3 goals in 6 mins! totally amazing. it carried on like this until full time and in extra time Dudek somehow made a miraculous double save from Shevchenko when even my grandma would have scored. haha my heart stopped beating for a second man. lolz it was den down to penalties. i didnt want it to go to penalties at first becos Dida is v good at it. Serginho was first to take it and he beckham-ed his shot. Hamann converted his penalty.Pirlo's penalty was saved by Dudek. Cisse scored his. Tomasson scored with his penalty. Riise's shot was saved by Dida. Kaka scored his and Smicer scored too. The score was 3-2 to Liverpool. Shevchenko had to score the final penalty to keep Milan in the game and guess wad Dudek saved!!! Liverpool celebrated lik mad!!! The man who scored the crucial penalty to hand Milan the cup two yrs ago missed this crucial penalty two yrs later. I jumped up from my bed i was totally happy man! wad a match to watch. this is Liverpool! amazing, fantastic, extraordinary, euphoric, fabulous, stunning, no words could describe such a great match. 6 mins of madness totally changed the game and Liverpool rose from the dead. This was the greatest comeback in any final ever. Gerrard lifted the cup as captain of the team and it was a joyous moment. It has been a truly amazing year for all Liverpool fans this season and we should gif credit to these people,

Jerzy Dudek, Steve Finnan, Djimi Traore, Sami Hyypia, Jamie Carragher, Luis Garcia, John Arne Riise, Xabi Alonso, Steven Gerrard, Harry Kewell, Milan Baros, Vladimir Smicer, Dietmar Hamann, Djibril Cisse

other players who didnt play in the final- warnock, biscan, morientes, pongolle, mellor, nunez, kirkland, pellegrino, whitbread, potter, raven, josemi, carson, le tallec, welsh, patridge, henchoz, diao and all staff of Liverpool FC

Lastly we must gif credit to one man who has relli been fantastic- RAFAEL BENITEZ!!!
He's the man who gave the most impt half time tok of his life. He did everything he could for the club and achieve alot during his first year. Well done and salute Benitez!
( Jose Mourinho is a special one but BENITEZ IS GOD!!!) lolz...

YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!!!

Sunday, May 22, 2005

2005-05-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

yo ppl i'm back blogging. once in a blue moon rite. haha mid yrs jus finished and got back results la aint exactly that good la guess relli relli time for me to wake up le. lolz jus had cultural potpourri the past two days la. weds and thurs check papers till halfway den jiu go ucc to hlp out in the rehearsals le. friday nite had e western show of the cultural potpourri la. it was full hse but think e tickets were hard to sell la cos is kinda ex la. lolz alot of ppl went la and they all dressed up quite well even yz wore long pants and shoes lor thats so omg rite. haha aniw it was quite successful la no screw ups nth went wrong. after the thingy dream team waited for me den we went clementi mac la saw eunice and liying there also. ate then jiu went hm le la was about midnite ba. den ytd afternoon went ucc again and had a rehearsal in the afternoon den chng treated sportsleaders to pizza. so nice of him man. lolz at nite was e chinese show la felt so china lor as if i was in a chinese boarding skl lidat. lolz during the show chng keep sayin sum stuffs i almost wanted to kill him lor. grrs. aniw everything went well also ytd den after e end quickly pia to sr hse to watch FA Cup final dream team was there. arsenal won on penalties in the end la but they relli dun deserve it lor man utd played betta. 25 May will be such an impt day for all liverpool fans!!! so guys pray hard for now. jus wanna say a great job well done to all sportsleaders yea u all relli did very well and nv let me or the tchers down. keep it up man ppl u all still have next year while i will be relaxing myself le. lolz jiayou ppl. rock on! (=

life hasnt exactly been smooth sailing recently but i guess everything's over le ba. i guess i shld be feeling more relieved now. i nid a long break from everything ba relli feel so numb and scared and exhausted le but i've nv regretted anything that i did. hopefully wad i said will shift all the blame onto me ba dun wan u to receive any more criticism from others le. others scolded me dumb but jus let me be dumb for one last time ba. i wont forget my words so let wad i said be the last thing i do for u ba. tc from now on. zai jian

` does fate really exist? pls let me noe the ans

[ 94/99]

Friday, April 15, 2005

2005-04-15T22:35:00.000+08:00

harlow people!!! today is sports day and wad can i say man. 4/5 totally rox big time!!! woohoo everyone in 4/5 is a winner today. at first whole day not very united and had some conflicts. dun tok too much bout that la. at first was relli relli very scared de la but when it was time to run i jus did my best lor and somehow i managed to get third for 400m la. haha relli didnt expect to get sth de la. lolz gals 4 by 100m relay did well la they got second lor. they were all so so happy. and our relays thou didnt win but i believe we relli tried our best and put in our effort le lor so all i wanna say is a job well done to all 4/5 people la. u all didnt let the class down and certainly did our class proud. Mrs lee was also very happy to see our effort la and she was very happy. i promised her i will win sth durin sports day and i didnt let her down. haha i run finish 4 by 400m relli gone case lor totally lie on the ground cant move cos relli very tired liao i run three events today. haha she gave me water la. kinda happy =p. lol aniw yeah well done people congrats to those who won sth. haha take care. tata

loving you always

Thursday, April 14, 2005

2005-04-14T22:50:00.000+08:00

yo ppl! today suddenly got mood to update so i'm back here again le. my blog is kinda rusty le la long long time nv update le. haha aniw today quite happy cos liverpool won juventus and got into champs league semi-final la. relli very happy la it has been a long time that they progressed so far le. haha next round muz face chelsea dunno wht they can make it not la hopefully can ba. lol aniw today XABI ALONSO put in a man-of-the-match performance sia. he played well. woohoo! ahha aniw tmr is sports day la. dunno wad to say la but i am scared ba relli scared ba. haha last year le relli wanna get a medal but it is relli so so so hard lor. i tmr got three events somemore confirm die de lor think i will faint again. haha aniw jus pray hard that somehow my class can make it la. jiayou ppl. kk la shall update another time. cya ppl

iloveyou

- 1310 -

Saturday, April 2, 2005

2005-04-02T03:50:00.000+08:00

Harlow ppl! the time now is 3.40am lor. lolz dunno wad i'm doin here updating blog when everyone else is sleepin happily now. haha cos jus now reach hm very tired den jiu fell aslp on my bed la think is around 9 plus la den woke up at bout 2.30 lidat. lolz am i noctural? haha aniw long time nv update so decide to drop by and write lor. lolz skl has still been the same la sian? boring? lifeless? haha had sports heats on weds was taking part in 400m and 100m de. quite scared for 400m at first la but jus run lor. managed to run till first la den dunno why last 50m jus both legs cant move den vision started to blur lor den i jus collapsed on the floor but i noe i was v close to e finishin line and si hao overtook me la so quickly get up to cross e line den jus lie down there on the track le. mr chin and chee had to carry me to sj tent. lol i dunno wad happen also but i think alot ppl noe bout this liao. haha withdraw from 100m cos is the next event den didnt hav enuff time to rest la cant even stand man. haha think alot ppl noe bout that liao kinda xiasuay =X. lol but den quite alot versions la got ppl say i cramp got ppl say i fell hurt my leg. haha acherly not lidat la. den i jus lie down at sj there xiaowei gave me water la so big thks to her. also wanna thx everyone who cared bout me and asked me how i am. thks ppl =). aniw march and april alot ppl bdae lor i guess i'm goin to be broke soon le. haha but wanna wish some ppl happy bdae here la. to liying eunice shaorong hongyee thou all belated but at least i got gif u all sth. lol april got qihui yewseng zengliang yiling bdae comin up. tt's bad. ahha =p kk la next time got time den update again take care ppl. smiles =)

-feeling lonely-

Monday, March 14, 2005

2005-03-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

hey ppl i'm back at long last. i noe i haven been updating my blog for ages le and i relli mean ages. ahha paiseh la kinda busy ma but can come back and tag le hor. haha time is passing quickly now already march le today my fren bdae so yar happy bdae to u. lolz today jus stay at hm do hmwk la didnt plan to go out wanted to be a good boi den i was slpin in the afternoon cos quite tired and stupid zl wake me up lor. haha =p call me go orchard den i okay lor went with him and wilfred he wanted to buy some sling bag den we went to zinc i wanted to buy a bag also but didnt see any i lik so suan le save money betta. lolz after that went to seoul garden to eat la. we were wiping out seoul garden la. haha eat until goin to explode. lolz we were joking that tmr headlines wld be ' 15 yr old boi exploded' lolz thats quite funny man den we jiu cab hm lor we three tok quite alot la enjoy goin out wif them man. haha kk la take care ppl enjoy ur hols =)

Thursday, February 10, 2005

2005-02-10T22:30:00.000+08:00

Happy new year to everyone!!! so sians tmr muz go back skl le it's stupid lor go back one day den weekend. haha aniw jus came back from my grandma hse la basically jus went around to bai nian den collect hongbao la. haha also gambled lor damm fun la. lolz had nh idol on tues we only got third la lost second place by one mark lor. haha aniw guess we tried our best and also had fun la. relli thks to everyone who supported us and cheered for us la. u guys rox man. lolz aniw kinda short entry la next time den write long yea. take care guys. byebye

wo ai ni

Saturday, February 05, 2005

2005-02-05T23:55:00.000+08:00

hmm skl has been fine lately have been copin with everything quite alrite so far la. results aint great jus average lor. aniw had nh idol audition den relli happy that we got into final la. at col room audition damm stunned by the support from everyone la everyone cheer for us and sing with us. u ppl rox man alot alot la cant possibly list all out but u all noe who i refering to ba. today went to eugene hse to practice again cos final is on tues ma so did some practicing and brush up on our performance la. ytd stayed back after skl den find wilfred played soccer den also left together and went to clementi to eat dinner la. had a long talk at the mrt station also la. brother guess we are each other's listening ear and cant hlp but only listen to each other ba. had a nice tok la thou neither of us felt betta. aniw ppl jus take it that i am crapping again. lastly on tues must support us for nh idol k we are SI GE REN!!! haha thanks alot ppl take care wors.

-14 alonso-

...

Saturday, January 29, 2005

2005-01-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

woohoo today is the 29th again!!! quite happy la always feel happy on this date de. hehs hehs =D aniw today had quite a nice day la morning went to engping hse la. cos i beginner ma so decided to go earlier so he can teach me la. den after awhile eugene came while i was practicing the chords la. den yewseng last to come again. we were practicing lang hua yi duo duo cos we takin part in nh idol and singing that song and play guitar la. had some intensive training man. lolz den had lunch at his hse his maid cookin not bad la. haha den we also sang and recorded our song down as if we recordin album lidat. haha aniw think we not bad la can play instrument and sing. haha after that went lot one walk walk den i went to tiong bahru meet two 'ANGELS'. den send her hm den jiu go hm le lor. have been practicing guitar till my hand damm pain sia. aniw things have been betta le i guess i was partly at fault also la sorry wors. =X thks to many ppl who cared and helped along the way. everything is finally over le ba so dun go think bout it again le. aniw take care ppl. tata

-iloveyou-

one [3] one [0]

Saturday, January 22, 2005

2005-01-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

ytd had lunch at jp seoul garden was kinda a treat for the cambodia ppl lor. everyone came and we were totally pigging away. me and sr wear lik exactly the same. haha same black polo tee and jeans and shoes so coincidence man. lolz aniw eat finish jiu went to clementi find the gals la. kinda stuck at clementi for damm long cos couldn't decide where to go ma. den finally decided to go to cwp la. on the way saw things happenin and i relli relli was damm friggin dulan le la. wanted to leave first de but didnt la. den went to arcade with cl ys elaine and qh lor. play play abit until 6 lidat den we all went back la. went to tiong bahru first den wait for ys den go hm together. he is quite dumb lor. haha aniw ppl msg me ytd nite and things seriously dun look good la ppl told me all kinds of stuffs. i couldnt take it anymore and jus broke down la. hais things kinda look bad =X wad am i supposed to do lor when neither decision seem right. will it happen again. will i be hurt again. things u say jus dun relli hlp much i guess. why do the most innocent ppl always get hurt and why muz ppl enjoy breakin up others. dun such jerks hav brains to think they think ppl dun noe wad they are doin. why are there such fuckers on earth lor. i guess i am insultin the word fucker aniw. but aniw my main pt is that i love u and u mean alot to me. i am tryin to find the will to carry on. i nid time to think over things. im sorry.
aniw big thks to ppl who hav been there for me those who care and listen and tried to hlp. i appreciate all ur efforts. =) aniw ppl if u dun understand anything i wrote above jus take it that i am crappin ba =X. take care

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you
I just I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
I'm be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gonna'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that
I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)
[Breakdown]Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

usher-burn

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

2005-01-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

today is Jan 18!!! Jay Chou bdae!!! happy bdae to Jay happy bdae to Jay happy bdae to Jay happy bdae to Jay. ok i shall get a hold on myself le but he rox damm lot. aniw ytd had pe went to gym cos raining and i relli think gym-ing rocks lor. trained on the treadmill, do pumpings, train bisceps and calf muscles also so damm nice. it is relli a gd way to de-stress man. haha ytd the livestrong bands came and it was totally sold out in half a day. lolz and it is still damm in demand think we will import more in la so ppl who wanna buy can order from me. aniw ytd nite tok to ppl and tht bout sum stuffs la felt damm pissed off and unhappy bout sum stuffs la. today pe had 2.4 run and i run in 9 min plus quite fast la think i was tryin to forget all my troubles thats why bu zhi bu jue run so fast la. haha aniw stayed back for cambodia briefing den jiu go hm la. think most ppl can sense sth wrong with me la. hais nvm dun wanna go into the details ba. aniw guess i'm alrite le ba =X. tk care ppl tata.

gan qing ; ai qing
where are you

Sunday, January 16, 2005

2005-01-16T22:33:00.000+08:00

had orientation camp on friday this was the first time that sec 1 orientation camp was overnite la. kinda pon lessons the whole of friday cos muz prepare stuffs but went back for jus one period of maths. ms lee wanted to see my face. haha aniw after skl jus had station games la den at nite also had campfire quite fun i suppose tryin to make the sec 1s cheer and be enthu. haha den at nite 1 plus still got debrief lor didnt eat anything that day la. but mr ng bought food for us and went to staff room to eat with joyce puaybing and chng la. kinda had a long talk also. tok until 3 plus i think den didnt want to slp la. most of them slpin le yewseng yuzheng they all slept at amphitheatre lor. haha yeah jus wanted to go to fitness corner there sit on swing and be alone but who noes there were quite alot ppl who didnt slp as well. i tht i was alone sia. haha den kinda tok to her den 6 plus went back to sac and slp la. slept until 8 plus me and yewseng pon flag raising and pt sia. haha when i woke up station games all start le. lolz den prepare for mass games alot of sec 4 sports cca ppl also came la relli had fun makin each other dirty. think i was the dirtiest lor whole person white white de.me and shaoming do demo v fun la thou dirty. haha thks to her pearl they all come make me lor. whole body got detergent and starch. thks to yuzheng my leg now got quite a few cuts la cos i fell den now my face neck and leg all sunburnt sia painful. haha had a tough time cleaning up man. lolz dream team all change into jersey but zengliang wasnt here. but think we look nice in it. ahha den went for debrief and had dinner at clementi mac with wilfred and the rest. after that went to shaorong hse to watch soccer liverpool lost. got to return to skl tmr le sianz man. aniw was happy that spore won the tiger cup la!!! great job by the lions. haha

[1]three[1]zero

i see forever in us

Thursday, January 13, 2005

2005-01-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

finally got some time to come and update my blog le kinda gettin rusty. haha aniw skl has been fine as far 4/5 got back most of our tchers last year so it aint that bad i suppose. have been busy since skl reopen until now tmr still got sec 1 orientation camp hope that it will be quite fun la stayin over in skl with frens and havin fun these two days. haha still able to cope with studies la changed me now hand up my maths hmwk punctually ok did every single one wont let mrs lee down le. haha =D reading the da vinci code recently la i noe i kinda lag la. lolz aniw it is relli a damm nice book lor dan brown is a very smart author man. haha kk la think i'll stop here. update another time. tata tk care ppl.

In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit's there, where eagles dare to fly
In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are
It doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
And I dream I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream
If there's a time in your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat, if all you keep is pride
First or last slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when worlds have come apart
It doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
And I dream I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream i can be the hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream
I dream of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone
And I dream I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be the hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream

[1] three [1] zero

Friday, January 07, 2005

2005-01-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

hmms today friday le which means first week of skl is over le. hope everyone is copin well with work la. sec 4 life is quite stressful lor muz mug and mug and mug le no time to slack st all man. cant be lazy anymore le. haha first week not bad la saw all my classmates again and victor is back. lolz long time nv see him le. yeah then our class seatin arrangement also quite unique la. haha most of our tchers are still the same lor not much changes. now wont be comin online so often also la muz study ma. haha aniw tmr is cca extravaganza guess i'll have a long day ba. gtg le. tata

one three one zero

Monday, January 3, 2005

2005-01-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

yo ppl first entry of 2005. haha today skl reopen lor wasnt that bad la saw 4/5 again and i think quite fun la saw those familiar frens. quite nice to be back in skl. lolz today wasnt in class much cos doin sum rapport stuffs la tmr can pon lesson for one day also. quite song lor =p. haha aniw this year muz start to study le la cant slack le if not gonna regret it man. lolz today jacinta gave me three bottles of m&m lor. wan my teeth all to drop sia. haha kiddin la it is my belated bdae present la. yeah she quite lag la already more than one month le. haha but still nice of her la. thanks gal. spore is into tiger cup final lor thou is was more lik wrestlemania rather than a soccer match la. haha aniw jiayou for the lions! guess i'll update another time. bye ppl take care =)

onethreeonezero

i love angel =)

Friday, December 31, 2004

2004-12-31T23:15:00.000+08:00

today is last day of year 2004 le. haha that is also bad news la cos monday jiu skl reopen le. at least can see frens again la so skl is quite ok i suppose. lolz aniw 4/5 o'5 all quite happy cos mrs lee will be our form tcher again. yes we were all so glad to noe that lor. she is a great tcher. haha =D aniw today went back skl cos at first got some interview by reporter for our cambodia trip la so went back skl to wait for the reporter but today also nv come so waste my time sia. haha den went to find chng tok tok and we had a great business plan man. we will import livestrong id bands and sell and the profits will be donated to the tsunami fund la. smart us come up with such a great idea rite. haha den after that went to eat with ys yz zl. it was raining heavily la we were sayin these are signs of tsunami. haha lik the movie day after tmr sia. lolz after that go wm wait for her. yes she wasnt late i was jus early rite. ahha =p den send her hm crap alot puffy cheeks, compressed face. haha wadeva la quite farnie. later i jiu go hm le lor. new year eve and it is raining heavily dampen the mood lor. haha aniw wish everyone happy new year and have a great year ahead yea. may all ur dreams come true. take care lots =)

1310 rox!!!

i love u madly

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

2004-12-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

today went to make ic. its already one month after my bdae le la and i haven make. haha i am so lag man. lolz so today die die also went lor dun wanna wait till skl reopen la. ahha go there still queue up take photo den queue again to wait for my turn la. lolz after that afternoon jiu went back hm and slp lor cos kinda tired ma. aniw today my dad kb me lik siao lor cos my hp bill exceed lik 80 bucks. wth man relli hav been usin too much le la guess i hav to control myself le den i still got to pay myself lor. hais i am damm damm broke now le. ahha kk la thats all ba. tk care ppl. tata

uno tres uno cero

Monday, December 27, 2004

2004-12-27T22:50:00.000+08:00

ytd went grandma hse cos we had some xmas family gatherin la thou i noe xmas is over already la. haha so my aunts and cousins all came over and got xmas presents from them la so nice. lolz den at nite we went to hav dinner at sum restaurant we order quite alot la cos is a la carte wad den ate quite alot lor br is gettin fatter. haha but nvm la i am too thin aniw. lolz saw my two baby cousins they are so darn cute think i look the same when i was young also la. hehs =D den ytd nite stayed over at my cousin hse completed sum game with him la he badly needed my hlp. lolz den today my aunt brought me to compass point and bought quite alot of things for me. she is so nice man. haha den went to junction 8 watched kung fu with my cousins and my uncle den jiu come hm and i went to cut hair la its back to short spiky liao. i am a porcupine man. haha aniw thats all la. tata

to yq: eh btw one of my cousins is called daphne. dun go mad! haha =D

- 1 3 1 0 -

i love u

X'mas 2004

2004-12-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

yo firstly wanna wish everyone MERRY X'MAS!!! today had quite a nice day =D morning pei my dad go some place first dun wanna go into the details but i guess some of u get it ba. den i came back and fell aslp on my bed lor 2 den wake up. haha luckily not late to meet her hmms come to think of it i nv am late la. lolz =p waited for her at je awhile den she msg me say go wm swensens find her. she and her mum there eatin then also got order ice-cream for me. i was so darn paiseh but not my fault rite. br is a shy boi =D haha but relli is quite paiseh la but her mum is nice la maybe it runs in the genes. happy ma? lolz den we jiu go suntec walk walk and also went esplanade la. everywhere also v crowded lor cos today is public hol wad den we were crappin alot. she was laughin lik mad as usual on the mrt shant say about wad la. haha den saw body shop at citylink she was so enthu say body shop damm damm nice. oops exposed badly liao. haha after that jus walk around at suntec la den go esplanade the roof terrace the view quite nice la. lolz den jiu pei her go back and find her mum. someone gif me thing den cant rmb herself lor hais dunno wad to say man. lolz aniw relli relli had a nice xmas la =)

ehh also wanna thank those ppl who msg and wish me merry xmas ytd and today and those who gave me cards and presents la. thks for rmber-ing me yea. u guys rock =) once again merry x'mas! take care. tata

1310 roxx!!!

I Love You

Thursday, December 23, 2004

2004-12-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

today is sec 1 registration la reached skl by 7 lor. wth i dunno how long nv 7 reach skl liao lehz. totally deprieve me of my precious slp man. haha prepare everything den parents and students started comin in soon la. jus walk around den whole day jus bow and greet parents lor. haha my back is aching after all that bowing sia. lolz den after that jiu help out in the canteen where they sell books and uniform la jus hlp parents to carry books lor even hlp one parent carry all the way to the opposite carpark sia. hais wad can i say br is a nice boi =D lolz okok shall stop being bhb here la. den had debrief at 1 plus 2 plus den take lunch la. played table tennis with zl lor i not as pro as them la but not that bad either ok. haha den jiu pei ys go jp den go hm la. damm crap sia at jp dun expose him la but i was laughin madly ok. he got ba bing on my hands. haha =p aniw 2 more days jiu x'mas le. ppl u all can start sendin those presents in le!!! =D kk la shall stop here. byeee

my boo

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

2004-12-22T22:35:00.001+08:00

today went back skl for council meeting la cos tmr is sec 1 registration. went back to arrange all the things den also trial run lor to make sure things go smoothly tmr. haha saw yz mum today his sis got into nh la how coincidence sia. lolz aniw didnt relli do much la jus hlp out lor den afternoon got chem lesson at 2 for dance ppl and those who went cambodia la. was thinkin wht to pon or to go la couldnt make up my mind. haha but still went for lesson in the end la cos everyone also go ma. lolz br is still a gd boi ok. haha after lesson jiu play soccer den go jp walk walk look look la. lolz tmr gonna be a long day for me man 7 muz reach skl. freak lo. aniw angel is finally back man!!! =) haha kk la end here. bye

1 3 1 0

Sunday, December 19, 2004

2004-12-20T01:35:00.000+08:00

ytd afternoon went out with ep la. went to orchard cos we both lookin for things ma den jus walk around from taka to paragon den to heeren and to far east. oh man we sure can shop. haha aniw he was lookin for sth la den finally found it at far east la den he jiu buy lor. lolz saw a damm chio billabong collar shirt at heeren la so damm nice sia but the price was also damm ex la. haha poor me can only see cant buy. haha ep was tryin on alot of shirt lor but all nv buy de got mambo nike quiksilver also i think. lolz mambo was havin discount la but didnt see any that i lik so i nv buy lor. haha saw a black colour zinc bag at far east very very chio also den the price ok la but i nv buy la walk out of the shop reluctantly lor cos i relli am quite broke le. haha at nite jiu go his hse stay w zl and ys la. he acherly came lor. wow! haha den we jus play and watch soccer la. den havin guys talk until 4 plus den all fell aslp. lolz morning woke up had lunch together and played soccer before goin hm la. ahha i am so damm gek lor over sth but shant expose myself la keep it a secret first. but i nid hlp man i am so desperate le think only some ppl understand la. haha aniw she left for thailand today. yes i am a lonely devil for the next few days dunno how to survive man. ahha tk care ppl =)

I MISS U LOTS!!!

[ e star that makes love's dream come true was shining on me when i met you ]

Friday, December 17, 2004

2004-12-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

today basically just stay at hm the whole day and rot lor nth to do also so sianz. hmwk haven even touched and skl is starting soon le but i still dun care. haha i seriously think my com is gonna blow up some day lor hav been overworkin it during the hols on it for a long long time everyday lor. haha but also not my fault la nth to do except my games. haha aniw ytd went out w ep to bowl la didnt score v high ytd lor. lolz den went queensway saw sixian on the bus den wanted to make pants de but decided not to in the end. haha nice me pei him and yz go lot one la since they always go jp also ma. ep saw a billabong leather wallet and his sis is gonna gif it to him. so gud sia thats the benefit of having older siblings they will dote on u man. haha jus walk around lor den jiu go hm la. shall continue rottin le. bye ppl. tk care =)

angel / devil

- i dream -

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

2004-12-14T22:56:00.000+08:00

December 14! wad a nice day cos today is michael owen bdae la. wish him a happy bdae. lolz aniw today went back to skl for meeting at 9 la i wear till v casual sia still wear slippers back skl but who cares man. haha left at 11 went to clementi mrt meet ep and yz den go tiong bahru plaza meet zl den we had lunch there lor. walk around after that den zl was scammed by a pack of pocker cards damm funny sia i almost laugh until i die. haha den went to sweettalk buy drink then the service damm lan we were cursing it to close down soon lor. ahha went to his hse play mahjong after that. luck was on my side today won a bit den the twins also came la. haha stayed till 7 lidat jiu go back tiong bahru plaza take dinner lor. den take mrt came back reach hm bout 9 lidat la. thats all ba tk care ppl.

1310 roxx

- i dream -

Monday, December 13, 2004

2004-12-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

hmms today was a tiring day but quite fun la. lolz meet my frens they all at orchard and i was damm late for once late for almost 45 mins lor. paiseh lehz cos v tired cant wake up. haha we had to take a mtv for a song den is for a contest de hopefully we can win la. lolz went to orchard took a certain part of it den go inside taka cos it started to rain den had lunch there. haha went into some music shop den i didnt want to get out cos got alot things to buy but i no money. lolz den went citylink esplanade there took alot la alot of scenes is me running de lor. haha den went to roof top of esplanade to take also. quite cool lor. ahha den also took at the bridge and went to the merlion there. haha had a tiring day filming a mtv is so hard i finally understand jay's hardwork. haha but soon he will be askin me to act in his mtv le. this is my first step towards stardom. lolz =p crap la. ahha den went citylink walk walk i seriously think quiksilver stuffs very nice lor. xmas comin le *hints hints* haha =D

1310 roxx

-i dream-

Sunday, December 12, 2004

2004-12-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

today is a nice day!!! haha i am mad =D..today early morning went to bukit gombak mrt meet her she changed location but i am still early. hais wad can i say born punctual jiu is lidat de =p forever also waiting for the duapai her. haha den took mrt to bishan to pei her queue for 5566 got alot ppl queuing when we reached den reach le also dunno where to go. lolz den waited for couple of hrs and jiu went upstairs and bought the calendar lor. waited for 5566 to come den managed to let them sign la. now i am startin to think they not bad la but i am not crazy over them yet sorry to disappoint u =X.. lolz den after that 3 plus went to causeway point walk walk around.. she was laughin madly over tiny stuffs!! -exposed- haha =p she laugh and laugh non stop lor get down mrt still laugh lik mad.. haha den her mum came to fetch her la her mum acherly said i am a sha gua!! i totally agree man..haha but i am a happy fool la jus now watched star awards also.. she cant watch den called her to let her listen to her dears la she is missing them lik mad man.. lolz

1310 roxx

I Love U

Saturday, Decmber 11, 2004

2004-12-11T23:40:00.000+08:00

Harlow!! changed layout to this jay de!! woo this is so damm chio and cool man =) hehs i am goin mad le. JAY ROX!!! thks to some pig for sendin me this template la. u roxx!!! haha aniw today jus stayed at hm the whole day lor guai me nv go out la cos tmr goin out ma so today be filial son stay at hm pei my dad. lolz didnt do anything much la watched encore telecast of spore idol just now. i seriously think I Dream- by Taufik Batisah is damm damm nice sia. ok ppl gonna diao me le but relli v nice wad not my fault. lolz today is 5566 concert la pigs went but how come pigs can be allowed to enter ah. hmms thats quite weird la i also dun understand =p. haha aniw drink more water lehz take care of urself yea.

1310 rockks

Friday, December 10, 2004

2004-12-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

today went back to skl play soccer in the morning. i was the first to arrive den went to field to watch softball match a while la. nan hua vs crescent lor not bad la we won in the end. lolz waited a while for them to come lor den zl came and i went to change den ep jiu come le. after playin quite long yz den come he obviously overslept la. haha den sr also there so we dream team training lor. ys got np course so nv come he always cant make it de la i also lazy to call him le. haha after that went to plaza sing cos zl goin there to watch incredibles. we were betting on the train that he meet a guy den ep bet that he meet gal den end up he acherly met 'her' i saw le also stunned. haha den they two went off den me ep yz went to action city cos ep wanna get sth den we go eat la den we jus arguin wht to watch the incredibles again. ahha den end up we watched it again cos that time i missed the ending cos of 'some duapai ppl' betta dun expose ppl la.haha but our seats are the first row lor. wth watched until my neck damm pain. den on the way hm saw np ppl on the train so coincidence lor. haha after that jiu go hm le lor.

-1310 rockss- i love her

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

2004-12-08T22:52:00.000+08:00

ytd afternoon woke up at 12 den stay at hm la cos no where to go ma. den evening jiu go je meet ep and yz cos we goin to zl hse stay over la. took mrt to tiong bahru meet zl la. his hse in the city ma he always say that de. haha we went to walk around lor realised my shorts were dirty den went to buy new converse shorts la. lolz went to eat a while den jiu take bus to zl hse. he was tellin us how wilfred got down at the wrong stop and end up walkin to his hse. haha his hse very near jocelyn de lor few blocks away only. lolz den reached his hse his parents very friendly la went to room played mahjong from 9 to 3.30 lor. totally mad sia. we all addicted le lor den keep playin and playin. lolz his room was very cold la we all covered up in blanket den he keep sayin i remind him of junling. haha den 3.30 jiu watch soccer lor eat maggi mee tidbits everything la wiped out his hse de food supply. lolz we all fell aslp while watchin la only yz nv den finish le jiu go his room slp awhile den 8 wake up go eat breakfast den go skl play soccer. after that went hm and slp lor cos very tired. i wanna buy zen micro but is damm ex lor. grrs no money. haha aniw thats all ba. tk care ppl

1310 roxx

Monday, December 06, 2004

2004-12-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

today morning went to commonwealth sec for some sports leader seminar la i woke up late den reach there late lor but kakeru is the last to arrive la. haha only me kakeru haiyuan qiwen la wanyi went overseas ma. reach le got alot is commonwealth students lor den only 4 nh 5 rv and 1 shuqun de so pathetic sia. haha the seminar wasnt that crap after all la got tok bout olympism den tok until sum soccer thingy say players shldnt dive so i was quite interested la. lolz den learn alot bout sports today lor make me realised that i wanna hav some accomplishment in my life. got the dream of makin it onto the national stage in one of the sports la maybe swimming maybe sprinting but i noe it is not easy lor. after that went back skl waited for ep and ys cos they got exco meeting de but they 3 still haven end so me and sr went off first went to jp eat den jiu go hm le.

hey gal hav more confidence in urself k i dun wan a pig which has no self confidence hor. haha cheer up i will always be here for u de yea. 5566 rox u rox =)

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Sunday, December 05, 2004

2004-12-06T01:38:00.000+08:00

well today went to play soccer again. we all wore our jerseys lor so cool man. haha zengliang-10 yuzheng-15 attitude-8 cyseng-11 eng ping-7 bing rong-14. the jersey black colour den font and no. is white la quite nice lor. today we played quite well la nv lose face. haha score a few goals also. after that couldnt decided go where eat den end up go jp lor eat lunch le jiu go hm felt a bit sick also. tmr still got lame things on. haha

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x alonso